Life Stories 18 August 2010

Well it’s late yet again and it’s the 3rd day in a row that I’ve been unable to sleep.
But tonight is not for the same reason as the last two nights.
I’ve had a prescription change and I was taken down on the one drug that actually helped me sleep, so …

 Tales From The Fat Side 6 August 2010

ever have those days where you catch yourself in a mirror or see a photo someone took of you and say oh my bleepin god?
Yep that happened to me today and it took everything in me not to ball like a friggin baby.
I have to keep reminding myself that this …

 Uncategorized 4 August 2010

I need you to be patient.
Know this is all new to me.
I need you to know I’m scared.
Know my heart has been broken.
When I am with you I feel on top of the world.
When your gone, I long to be next to you.
I don’t know quite how to deal with …

 Life Stories 3 August 2010

so for the past couple weeks I have been having random and more frequent panic attacks even though I am on a number of medications to control those.
I use to have them daily and the weirdest things could set them off and send me into a wild roller coaster ride, …

 Life Stories 2 August 2010

OK so I am dying to ask this question because it’s only really ever happened to me once before in my life and that first time things went belly up..lol
When is it ok to get excited about a new relationship?
Should it be right from the start? or is there like …

 Fibromyalgia 28 July 2010

I sometimes think people forget that I have Fibromyalgia and that I am in pain every single day of my life.
There are no zero pain days for me, there are different levels of pain I go through each and every day of my life I just choose not to say …

 Random Thoughts 23 July 2010

Lost in my world, lost in my mind.
Scared to let go of all thats behind.
I want to believe I’ve found something true.
It’s been so long, it’s all so new.
Scared to believe someone could really love me.
Get lost in my madness, peek in and you’ll see.
I’m so crazy, I’m so scared.
Lost; …

 May Offend Some..,Random Thoughts 22 July 2010

I’ve come to a point in my life where I am on this mission to move forward and stop living and thinking in the past, But with out fail people always manage to bring me down.
And I wish nothing more then to learn the ability to just shut them all …