Last night I think I experienced the worst pain I have ever felt in my life.
I was actually welcoming this surgery I fear so much just so I would never have to feel this pain again.

I am not sure I can really describe the pain but it almost felt like my insides were being torn apart and there was basically nothing I could do to stop it.

It’s called a “gallbladder attack” and man when they use the word attack they mean it.
I’d had it once before but it lasted only about 30 minutes, This one however was not going to let me off that easy.
It’s like it knew I was going to have it removed and it wanted some pay back.

10 hours, I could not sleep or even just lay down as that made it worse.
So basically for 10 hours I was pacing back and forth in my room trying to dislodge the stone that got caught.
I was ready to give in and take a trip to the hospital, but just as I thought I could not take anymore it went away.

I’ll tell you something, if you’ve got something wrong with your gallbladder get it out, If you’ve got nothing wrong then take good care of it because I don’t think I could even wish this pain on someone I hated.

Doing a lot of research these days on how to clean up my body and get it back in shape, so maybe this time next year I will be singing a different tune

Tuesday is the big day, and my mommy is coming…lol
Yes I said it, my mommy! I’ll be there for 8 hours from beginning to end.
8 hours is 8 hours to many for me personally, hospitals remind me of death.

Wish me luck folks, they say I should be out of it for 48 hours then unable to do bleep all for up to 2 weeks.
2 weeks my butt…LOL I would not be able to do nothing at all for that long.

*side note* to those who think that because I am on disability I don’t do anything anyway, You can kiss my ass.
I am up everyday and I do quite a bit more then some realize, Maybe those who took the time to ask me about my life would really KNOW my life.
Til then, don’t judge just piss off.