I sometimes think people forget that I have Fibromyalgia and that I am in pain every single day of my life.
There are no zero pain days for me, there are different levels of pain I go through each and every day of my life I just choose not to say …

Lost in my world, lost in my mind.
Scared to let go of all thats behind.
I want to believe I’ve found something true.
It’s been so long, it’s all so new.
Scared to believe someone could really love me.
Get lost in my madness, peek in and you’ll see.
I’m so crazy, I’m so scared.
Lost; …

I’ve come to a point in my life where I am on this mission to move forward and stop living and thinking in the past, But with out fail people always manage to bring me down.
And I wish nothing more then to learn the ability to just shut them all …

I’ve often been asked this question as many have heard the word fibromyalgia but don’t actually know what it does or how it effects a person who has it.
So today I decided, I can’t sleep *thanks fibro* so why not give people a little lesson on just what IS fibromyalgia.
I …

Today My spirit is broken, I feel the dis-pare.
Try to keep moving forward but you hold me back there.
I feel tired, I feel drained. All at once I feel the pain.
These are the days I feel I go completely insane.
I do my best to keep my head held high.
But you …

This is a couple days late, as I keep forgetting I can keep track of everything here
My first four appointments have been made in Windsor .. so now my ball is really rolling and I am so excited and so scared all rolled into the big ball …