This is a couple days late, as I keep forgetting I can keep track of everything here
My first four appointments have been made in Windsor .. so now my ball is really rolling and I am so excited and so scared all rolled into the big ball …

Yep just what the title says .. well almost anyway it was last night not this night..lol
Just a random person who does not know me from a hole in the ground decided she didn’t like me and would attempt to offend me by calling me “FAT”
If I had the pleasure …

The first count down of many has begun.
6 more days until my journey to a new life begins.
Over the next months I will begin to blog about my experience through here as well as video uploads.
I will take everyone along with me on my journey to a new me.
This is …

I was at the doctors the other day and she said to me and my mother how much I had grown over this past year and how she could see it in everything I did and how articulate I had become.
I have to say I was quite proud and my …

As I head on this quest to getting healthy and learning to understand myself I realized something.
I am a midnight muncher, or late night snacker as some would say.
I can go hours and hours with out eating anything at all but it seems once the clock hits 10pm my tummy …

Today I had a very important meeting with my doctor and for the first time ever I said it out loud….
I am an addict
I am addicted to self destructive behaviour and by this I mean….
For a very long time I have been in self destruct mode and never really wanted …

I’ve decided to start a section on being fat and how each day is a struggle for me to not only accept and recognise that I am fat but to also try and learn to understand why I am fat.
Through my writings I will hopefully educate others as well as …